I have not slept in a bed next to my sweetie pie for over a week now and before that I only had a couple of days with him because he spent the previous half week in NYC with John.
He is probably leaving this weekend for a month of radiation in NYC and I am glad he is getting the best care in the world but selfishly I am sad that I will have to live without him for that long. I didn’t see him for the past two days and I missed him and I had trouble sleeping. God knows what’s going to happen to my sanity without him for a month.
I do not approve of his state-of-the-art care being 5 hours away. But I am more than grateful that he has this kind of care in the first place. It is a blessing that too many people will never know.
This entry is short. I have a boyfriend to snuggle up to. No time to be dilly dallying about on the internet. Quality time is needed starting…
“A great obstacle to happiness is expecting too much happiness.” Bernard de Fontenell